I sleep with a teddy bear. I know it sounds weird, and I know I'm way too old for stuffed animals, but you see my shoulder is frozen. And when I say frozen, I actually do mean frozen. Sleeping on my stomach is not comfortable, and sleeping on my right side is not possible. I know better than to even try. I can sleep on my left side okay as long I stuff a pillow under my armpit for support, but I spend most nights sleeping on my back. That's how the giant teddy bear found it's way from the basket in the spare room to my bed. I can't rest my hand on my belly when I lay down. It's really bizarre how it just sort of hangs there hovering above my stomach like a limp rag. Teddy gives me another option besides leaving it stiffly at my side. I wrap my arms around him, and generally contort him into whatever shape I need to get comfortable.
My Shoulder is What?
1.17.2018
I sleep with a teddy bear. I know it sounds weird, and I know I'm way too old for stuffed animals, but you see my shoulder is frozen. And when I say frozen, I actually do mean frozen. Sleeping on my stomach is not comfortable, and sleeping on my right side is not possible. I know better than to even try. I can sleep on my left side okay as long I stuff a pillow under my armpit for support, but I spend most nights sleeping on my back. That's how the giant teddy bear found it's way from the basket in the spare room to my bed. I can't rest my hand on my belly when I lay down. It's really bizarre how it just sort of hangs there hovering above my stomach like a limp rag. Teddy gives me another option besides leaving it stiffly at my side. I wrap my arms around him, and generally contort him into whatever shape I need to get comfortable.
Life By the Numbers: That Kind of Year
1.04.2018
0 arm workouts.
1 time eating Panera Bread, and it was so good. I had to fly all the way to Dover to do this. Not like they aren't all over the place where I live or anything.
1 pair designer jeans purchased. I got lucky and found Seven jeans for $50 on a mess of a clearance rack at Macy's.
2 times eating cheese spaetzle in Germany. I love it so.
3 flights to Las Vegas.
1 time eating Panera Bread, and it was so good. I had to fly all the way to Dover to do this. Not like they aren't all over the place where I live or anything.
1 pair designer jeans purchased. I got lucky and found Seven jeans for $50 on a mess of a clearance rack at Macy's.
2 times eating cheese spaetzle in Germany. I love it so.
3 flights to Las Vegas.
Why We Didn't Use AirBnB
10.24.2017
When we went to Europe we had five hotels to book, which added up to 17 nights
of hotels in the space of about a month. Once I narrowed down my
search on Trip Advisor, I was definitely stressing about how much money
all of these hotels were costing us. I felt I owed it to myself to
check out AirBnB and Home Away, just to see what my options were so I created accounts and
started looking. However, I found that the search was even more
exhausting over there than on Trip Advisor and that it probably wasn't going to work out because A. I probably wouldn't be saving all that much money in the end
and B. I just wasn't comfortable taking a chance on some of the places.
I considered going the non hotel route but it didn't work out and this is why.
Some of the rentals have pretty rigid cancellation policies, and I only feel comfortable booking when I can cancel. I don't even mind paying up front as long as I can get my money back if I need to. Even the cheaper no cancellation allowed price doesn't lure me because I can't stop the what if anxiety. How many big vacations have I had to cancel? Zero! But still. You never know.
Hotel #3 NOSTOS APARTMENTS in Santorini. This adorable kitchen. |
I considered going the non hotel route but it didn't work out and this is why.
Some of the rentals have pretty rigid cancellation policies, and I only feel comfortable booking when I can cancel. I don't even mind paying up front as long as I can get my money back if I need to. Even the cheaper no cancellation allowed price doesn't lure me because I can't stop the what if anxiety. How many big vacations have I had to cancel? Zero! But still. You never know.
Sometimes it's all Just a Little too Much
10.10.2017
September was the worst.
Coming home after 6 weeks abroad was fantastic. There were spiders in every corner of my kitchen. Disgusting Spiders. And you know how much I hate spiders? A lot. It's just one reason I really need my husband to come home. I'm so afraid of spiders that I took my garage door opener with me to Germany, and it's not because I drove to Germany or even to the airport. My car was in the garage the whole time I was gone, but I knew I'd never make it through the front door of my house in the dark with my luggage through cobwebs (I knew were waiting for me) without some serious mental trauma.
I was also really thrilled to show up at the post office on Saturday afternoon to collect my mail only to be told there was no record of my mail hold. How are they going to send me an email that my mail hold is ending soon when they never even did it in the first place? I was beyond annoyed.
The other awesome thing that welcomed me home was my dear old friend insomnia. Return to USA jet lag was not so bad. Dead tired at 7pm, deep sleep, and wide awake at 4:30am (before my alarm) was doable. I could work with that, but as the days progressed, tired at 7pm, barely any sleep, and an alarm clock that goes off at 6:30am, leaves much to be desired. Grocery shopping. Meal prep. I missed it so much! The familiar zombie like routine of work, eat, skip the work out cause I'm too tired, and then go to bed so I can not sleep was back in full effect. I was not impressed.
Coming home after 6 weeks abroad was fantastic. There were spiders in every corner of my kitchen. Disgusting Spiders. And you know how much I hate spiders? A lot. It's just one reason I really need my husband to come home. I'm so afraid of spiders that I took my garage door opener with me to Germany, and it's not because I drove to Germany or even to the airport. My car was in the garage the whole time I was gone, but I knew I'd never make it through the front door of my house in the dark with my luggage through cobwebs (I knew were waiting for me) without some serious mental trauma.
I was also really thrilled to show up at the post office on Saturday afternoon to collect my mail only to be told there was no record of my mail hold. How are they going to send me an email that my mail hold is ending soon when they never even did it in the first place? I was beyond annoyed.
The other awesome thing that welcomed me home was my dear old friend insomnia. Return to USA jet lag was not so bad. Dead tired at 7pm, deep sleep, and wide awake at 4:30am (before my alarm) was doable. I could work with that, but as the days progressed, tired at 7pm, barely any sleep, and an alarm clock that goes off at 6:30am, leaves much to be desired. Grocery shopping. Meal prep. I missed it so much! The familiar zombie like routine of work, eat, skip the work out cause I'm too tired, and then go to bed so I can not sleep was back in full effect. I was not impressed.
What most of my weekends look like lately and I'm not mad about it |
No Monday, No TGIF, No Problem
9.05.2017
Day trip (with husband) train ride to Esslingen |
Cool Places to go in Germany
8.30.2017
When we weren't gallivanting across the globe to other countries Stuttgart, Germany was our home base. The last few times I've been to Stuttgart it was more of a stop over to somewhere else, so it was great to have more time to explore it.
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